YESSS u put into words what's roiling in me heart, thank you, man I love ts so muchTks for the translation!!
She probably forgot what she had said in that recording and it's going to be some steps back in their relationship again.
Though I should be getting tired of this one step forward, two steps back, I love this story. I love this dilemma of loving someone who hurt you and at the same time wanting to indulge yourself in that love again but also trying to protect yourself.