Mind you, this fuckass doctor was fine whether she lived or died. She said she wasn't prepared to act, was pressured into it anyway, then none of the people who pressured her can share the burden with her. Remember that the next time anytime anyone insists you do something you're uncomfortable with. (Also, "It's not like you to roll over and give up"?? BRO, it was her M.O. from day one!)