Like, if she just said something like "I'm not ready for a kiss yet" then, fine... but both of you pretty much confirmed your feelings for each other and then you do the "I'm joking" BS
@GeNtLeM4N Apparently it was so huge that Meika herself couldn't deal with it anymore. She was really pushing herself, I suppose. Not pushing in the sense of doing something she wouldn't want to do, but rather she was trying too hard to get rid of her old restraint.