Midara na Kimi ni Kamaretai

[Rin2k]

@witwhits I feel like this pattern of adding fanservice/ecchi just for the sake of it to any kind of serious story is really jarring, most of those don't quite fit and are put into it as a means to boost the sales, and often times it does a disservice to the story.

 

[doomsday2012]

Spoiler

gib rape

 

[Zolep]

Sort of spoiled myself with the thumbnails of the raws and so far...

Spoiler

it looks like it will have a happy ending, i'm so glad

 

[fujiwaranovan]

could someone give me link for the raw manga

 

[IShallReadTheHeavens]

This leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

 

[Ali12463]

@Tomoshibi update when?

 

[Tomoshibi]

@Ali12463 soon.,

 

[criccadamus]

Damn hard

 

[GhostyCoffee]

Damn bro that hit me right here
(Points to heart)

 

[BurningBridges]

I absolutely loathe rape and ntr. Might drop it who knows

 

[nanimuwu]

This makes me feel bad...

 

[tranphuquy]

Well, at least it's a HE. Don't let anyone touches your god dang woman anymore dude.

 

[Faiaz06]

Was this manga "Axed" or "Finished"?

 

[MochaKises]

Can somebody for the love of god explain this shit? Its way too good to pass up but at the same time it feels like Im reading old english because I cannot understand a single thing about this shit

 

[Sharpi3s]

gonna keep it 100 the whole ex husband thing kinda ruined it

 

[undeadwolf2406]

@CapableCivet ah but if that happened it wouldn't be older woman x high school kid pedo romance and we can't have that now can we, gotta keep it fcked up

I mean, all this manga had to do was make the kid college age, i.e. 18+

Well, if you read the manga even a moderate bit, you realize that not only is the story itself F'ed up, but part of it comes from a teenager/glorified child being exposed to the aftermath of things way above his pay grade without having the experience and understanding to know he was basically being taken advantage of and getting way more hurt than he should allow himself to get.



In other words, his young age is essential to the characterization and the depth and gravity of the story.



I mean, a 18 y.o. or 20 something y.o. going through that is an idiot, a 30 something y.o. is just a selfless guy trying to save his love (and likely also an idiot, tbh), but a 16 y.o. facing the burden of the trauma of a lady that much older, while she doesn't even treat him with sincerity through a lot of it, is a victim being taken advantage of and being abused, which is in line with the overall theme and tone of the manga, unfortunately.



That being said, I was lured by the cover, closed it before beginning to read because of the second red tag, opened again to try (maybe it wouldn't be that bad? It was, but in short segments, and the worst parts were more about manipulation and emotional abuse), and ended up reading to the end despite feeling very bad because horni and curious. Ended up only having something near satisfactory at the very end, after getting scarred by the story 😢

 

[Cleesus]

I actually enjoyed the first few chapters but this went all over the place. The sexual assault and husband back story ruined it and it’s all confusing

 

[ActiveManatee57]

Aoi-san is easily the best girl hands down

 

[Monn12]

Can somebody for the love of god explain this shit? Its way too good to pass up but at the same time it feels like Im reading old english because I cannot understand a single thing about this shit

Probably not needed (considering the timing)

Spoiler: Everything you need to know

Her husband stole the work of their course/class mate and received a fame. Her husband is a piece of shit controlling asshole who manipulates, lies and steals (definition of toxic). One sunny day, ex classmate invades their house, trying to find manuscript that her husband wrote (to repay for the past stolen work), she finds that ex classmate but because she is partially to blame and is his hated persons wife he decides to "repay" them both by raping her. During the rape grandma came in and ex classmate killed her (or they both killed each other), FMC either passed out or killed her ex classmate while he was pummeling her grandma.
Her husband on the other hand was away but when returned was devastated. He tried "healing" her with his toxic way but failed and decided to commit suicide because he acknowledged that he was piece of shit who was to blame for everything and that she can't be corrected. (+ Other people looking at him as a failure of a man who didn't manage to defend his household) Despite his controlling behaviour he was weak and killed himself.
MC tries to help his teacher resolve this because he loves her. Basically this manga portrays steps and timeline of her healing and their low blooming.