This series was once so great he left his past behind him and dealt with his psychological disorder, but since the whole thing happened with eris he turned to a complete trash character anxious dumb, weak and impotent... honestly this killed the series pretty much... he should have turned into a ridiculous strong mage with lots of original spells or should be out for blood against that "dragon god" bastard training so hard it's sickening but here we have him... after roxy stopped teaching him he never really learned much new... hopefully the authors next book will turn out better but with a concept like a orc going on his journey to find a wife and lose his virginity I have not too much hope since that most likely means like in the authors other works that he will only at the end of the story get a wife... and then is the story over... not like I won't read it.
Because you know Bul'tar.
(And at the retards coming with their idiotic edgy this that comments, it goes against all logic to regress and become even worse than before like he did... I mean even impotent... one of the most forced idiotic plot twists, I read over the years.)