Please don't let the angst drag on. I'll repeat my comment from the previous chapter:
Although I hypothetically understand her wanting to meet her beloved daughter, but with her current memories of the previous timeline and what she has done differently now, I think it would be a little difficult to recreate the exact moment she was conceived.
And didn't that same beloved daughter give her permission to marry her first love, Schderl, even if she wouldn't be born? Or did I remember wrong? 🤔