The thought that Eunyung and Haejoon's relationship could fizzle out and they'd resolve just to not get along makes me sad. Although, I do believe the crazy bastards have what it takes to bother eachother forever.
There's something floating right between the surface with them and it drives me mad, but it's also really realistic in the way that I'd expect two emotionally stunted teenage boys to be. I feel like their lives would be genuinely so much easier if they could just admit they really have a lot of love for eachother and a lot in common.
It feels like the glaring thing missing in their relationship and their entire lives is just NURTURE. It was vindicating to see Eunyung want to be better than Juwan at taking care of Haejoon when he was sick, and how he patched up Haejoon's foot and stayed downstairs to catch him if he ran off, and how Haejoon walked for days to find Eunyung and make sure he was safe, plus how he tried so hard to keep Eunyung from misbehaving so he could keep living in the house. With that being said, it just feels like it needs to be pushed further. I wish they could truly be vulnerable with eachother. It drives me up the wall how often one of these boys is banged up or depressed and the other just leaves him to handle it. Juwan expressing concern for his friends is the only thing that makes me feel sane sometimes.
And even though I love Haejoon so much, I need to see him treat Eunyung better for my soul atp. I know they've wronged eachother a lot, but I hope he'll stop hitting Eunyung and calling him names; Even though Haejoon struggled a lot as a kid, he still had a mom who really loved him despite her flaws, and Eunyung barely had anything like that in anyone. It makes me sad that one of the healthiest relationships in his life is still someone who'll beat the shit out of him
I feel like for my own sake I wish I could see these two just be unrealistically gentle with eachother and vow to understand that they've both gone through a lot of shit.