BRUH u know what we're so lucky that this chapter switches to rupard's pov dhjdhsjhashdshdasa HE WAS ALL OVER THE PLACE BRO and the mc just kinda goes along with it bro rupard was doing 180 degree turns every corner he just kept flipping the script like if u think about it in tandem with the last chapter he had like what 2? 3? panic attacks//ptsd flashbacks IN ONE DAYYYYYYYYY !!!!!!! BROOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!! HOW THE HELL IS HE STILL FUNCTIONING and he's like "IDK WHAT I FEEL BUT CAN I HAVE SEX" at the end of it LIKE BROOOOOO !!!!!!! THATS MENTALLY EXHAUSTING !!!!!
imagine imagine IMAGINE if this was told from noah's pov we'd just have rupard's mood switching from hot to cold to hot to cold WITH NO/MINIMAL COMMUNICATION and then the two of u being happy on ur little date and then he gets MAD for some reason? when he asks if you like flowers and u say "yeah, do you?" a perfectly normal talking point!! (RUPARD, NOAH CAME HERE TO BE YOUR GARDENER OF COURSE THE BOY LIKES FLOWERS inattentive, indifferent seme trope he does not pay attention) and then rupard gets so super mad at the suggestion that he even likes flowers so he runs away back to his carriage and LEAVes YOU IN PUBLIC BY YOURSELF????? e.O (so glad the author spared us the thought process of noah here) and then you sit in the rain bc what the fuck else are you supposed to do you dont know this area and then rupard comes back bc he had a sudden change of heart and tucks you in all nice and cozy and is like "u waited in the rain like a fool....can we do it" and starts to sex him up AUGH
imma still read it tho this shit's entertaining LOL it's not boring! the art is so delicious like ngl when we saw noah's face after rupard runs to him in the rain, also all of noah's little smiles? he's so pretty ANYWAYS THANK YOU FOR THE CHAPTER!!!!