Thank you for reading!Not the self doubt with his relationship because of what the artist said😭
thank you for the chapter!
Thanks for reading!So many little funny and heart-warming moments in the beginning, but the painter had to speak carelessly and put his finger on a wound at the end. But then, it seems that it was already bothering Toraji in secret so if it leads to a conversation about the issue, it's for the best.
Thanks for the chapter!
I had forgotten that scene! You're right, it's very telling. In that same chapter he comments how it's like he's living a dream. One eventually wakes up from a dream. Toraji can't imagine dreaming forever, but he can imagine a wake up call and he knows how "reality" will be.Thanks for reading!
I found it especially striking how, when Chuuta was asking Toraji to imagine what a happy future in the Chieda-ya might look like, he couldn't come up with anything, but as soon as Enboku-sensei mumbled something about the very improbable event of Yaetatsu deciding to remarry, Toraji instantly imagined it and had hisusualsolution ready 😭
That's so true! 🤩 It was his reality for 7 whole years (at the very least) that he felt alone and unwanted and like he'd done something wrong, so he can't just accept this as a new reality and instead thinks of it as a dream.I had forgotten that scene! You're right, it's very telling. In that same chapter he comments how it's like he's living a dream. One eventually wakes up from a dream. Toraji can't imagine dreaming forever, but he can imagine a wake up call and he knows how "reality" will be.
Toraji's trauma is deep and it doesn't help that their relationship comes with the condition that O-Ten first. So if it was decided that she needed something that would be resolved by them breaking up, they would have to.That's so true! 🤩 It was his reality for 7 whole years (at the very least) that he felt alone and unwanted and like he'd done something wrong, so he can't just accept this as a new reality and instead thinks of it as a dream.
And in the meantime, he knows that Yaetatsu isn't even actually a widower so he couldn't remarry so easily even on the off-chance he wanted to - but it's not actually about Yaetatsu at all, it's about Toraji's own issues 😭
Yes, and those feelings of being doomed/helpless are made even worse by the other rule about Toraji acting as a servant most of the day and therefore unable to make any decisions, such as giving Enboku-sensei the boot, or even to demand to know why Yaetatsu is allowing all that in the first place (this one's kinda Yaetatsu's fault too, but still 😄)Toraji's trauma is deep and it doesn't help that their relationship comes with the condition that O-Ten first. So if it was decided that she needed something that would be resolved by them breaking up, they would have to.
Fortunately, O-Ten is smart so I'm sure she won't approve any stupid break up plan that is supposed to be for her sake.
Don't give me anxiety...Now, if only no terrible circumstances would materialize while she's still young...
Just a lil 😈Don't give me anxiety...![]()
Yeah, I kinda hope grandpa and Yaetatsu have been friends for a long time now, so he could be a saner and more mature and reliable presence in his life, seeing how bad Yaetatsu's relationship was with his own dad 🥺the grandfather has good advice lol but I hope Toraji realizes their relationship isn't so fragile 🥺