kido is such a bitch, man. "i didn't tell her my true feelings and that it wasn't her fault because that would just ease my conscience
" fuck off with that shit. you're just being a coward again, and taking the easy way out where you hope someone will yell at you and everything will turn out hunky-dory.
all this talk of the peephole "changing your perspective on other people's feelings" is a load of bull. all you can think to do after getting punched for being a spineless piece of shit is smile and think "boy, i'm relieved she didn't get mad at me". madoka deserved better than this fuckhead