I actually dropped this a couple times and forced myself to complete it finally. The reason I dropped it was because the characters felt so *real* and I wanted to read manga to escape the ups and downs and boredom and depression of reality. The feeling of sadness and purposelessness and failure hit too close to home for me, and I hated this manga for doing that. But, now having finished it and admitted it to myself, this is a really good story about someone dealing with their inner turmoil and trying to love themselves and others around them, and accept the support they're given despite their self-destructive behaviors. You definitely have to be in a certain mindset to read this, but it's well worth it when you can.