The words, "I haven't accepted your death" really speaks to me. When one dear friend of mine passed, it took me a long while to do that. I wasn't sad or grieving at first, I thought I was apathetic or that she didn't really mean anything to me. But when I finally saw her face inside the coffin, that's when I broke.
Anw, great oneshot. 11/10 would reminisce again.