Gonna be honest I’ve tried to like this to see the flashback stuff. Now that I’ve seen it, the FMC is just annoying and unlikable. So you lost your husband, the father of your child, you get a second chance to be with him, relive the loving relationship, and you treat him like an annoyance and don’t want him to touch or be near you at all times? Like yes I know “teasing” him but like come on with the context of the flashbacks it just makes this whole act she puts on even worse. And this is kinda the final straw for me. YOU order one room, YOU tell him “oh no a male and female in the same room”, YOU goad him on, and then you blue ball him tell him to fuck off and not to do anything. I don’t get it or the appeal. Either be honest with the guy or don’t be with him maybe he won’t get hit by a truck and live longer.