it's not entirely illogical for her to be distraught, but this whole situation feels... sudden? kinda forced, even? i mean, sure, i get that she's feeling pressured from the revelation that there's a "her" who's way more powerful, seems to have shit figured out, has been in contact with the person she loves & said person hid that fact, but... isn't it immediately obvious from the way the conversation started (basically "stop using that shit, giving away control of your body is dangerous and I don't want to lose you") that the situation is the exact opposite from the way it was discussed here? evie isn't plotting shit behind your back & didn't deliberately hide it from you out of malice; the other "you" is very clearly a scary unknown that even she doesn't know how to handle or want to think about. how the hell was she supposed to have broached the topic before now, anyway? "hey so i unexpectedly met another version of you from the future who ended up helping us so we didn't all die but she acts totally different and scares me, i think she showed up entirely of her own volition because something bad enough to cause her to exist at all would've happened otherwise & i don't think there's anything either of us can do about it since she didn't really tell me anything so we don't know the future, but i figured i'd let you know just to stress you out even more to add to all of the other sources of tension constantly surrounding us lol k thx luv u"
like of course it only came up now you dunce, this is the first time she has any goddamn say in the matter what with it being triggered by you doing something to willingly surrender your body, & the consequences of not relying on her aren't immediate death and destruction for once, ffs...
not even gonna get into the logic behind getting mad at being played by your future self considering your goddamn future self clearly knows what will or won't hurt you, what you'll do if you're given certain info too soon, etc.; if you from the future thinks this is the best way to proceed (read: you will definitely come to agree with this, eventually) then getting mad at the person you care about most listening to what the you whom you're currently trying to rely on with the potions told them to do is just fucking baffling... and then immediately after she just said she doesn't want you to do that shit, doesn't want to do what they say, doesn't want to replace you with them, how the fuck are you twisting that into this fucking "you're conspiring with them to control me" conversation...? it feels straight-up out of character, almost, considering usually she'd be all "i'll get stronger/i'll take on the curse myself/i'll overwork myself despite dying to said curse because i'm tough" and now the instant she relied on a shortcut to get stronger for the first time she's both immediately completely convinced there's absolutely zero other option aside from continuing to rely on her future self, and convinced that evie & her future self are conspiring against her (because evie didn't immediately explain that they met before or whatever)
it's just
weird
sudden drama for sudden drama's sake
and i hate it
thanks