Didn’t she just spend an entire sports day trying to score a date with this man? Why is she suddenly having an inner monologue about whether she likes him or not?
@Rozoro I think she's in denial. She knows how much he means to her, she just won't admit it. I guess it's because whilst she's completely fallen for him, he still has other girls that are his fiancees and that he cares about. Yes he's risked his life multiple times trying to save her but he also helps the other girls in trouble and I could see how she wouldn't want to admit her love out of fear of getting hurt.