@mmootthh Wow, you just proved my theory right. You have an issue with reading because you only read what you select to read. You removed all the texts just to prove what you are able or want to read despite that's not being the whole context.
By the way, it's a reading disorder.
I got this from a website because I was afraid that you might have issue trying to find the definition.
Reading disorder: “involves significant impairment of reading accuracy, speed, or comprehension to the extent that the impairment interferes with academic achievement or activities of daily life.”
I tried my best to help you out, but Google's first result was: Reading disorders cannot be cured, but people with a reading disorder can overcome certain problems to improve their reading. The best methods to diminish the effects of a reading disorder involve early instruction in language and reading (structured literacy) to improve basic reading and comprehension skills.
This is too out of topic to this manga, so I won't be replying more. PM me if you need help with Googling, finding youtube videos, breaking down sentences for better comprehension , edit a photo with paint instead of just blanking it out, or just to have someone to talk with, really.
I'm sorry that you're having such a bad time with your life
I hope your day gets better tomorrow. Stay safe!