Wow! I had no idea that Mitsuhide will have a trauma about the time his sword was taken away, but looking back at his true nature, where he obsessively cared about Zen, I think that’s plausible. He’s not in sync with himself, having trouble even resting, not being able to protect that what’s most important ( zen & Kiki)....that’s why they’re the same...but this heart-2-heart in this chapter was awesome! And it was pretty cool of Zen when he said he wants to walk a path to a certain place (destination) and Mitsuhide was always able to protect that (path)way ....?