Man, I expected it from this author but...man.
MC is a piece of shit, he realized the truth and willfully refused to face it, worse than a coward, even made so that the only person trying to help him and that he felt at peace before things collapsed would live in regret her whole life.
Yeah, he maybe doesn't know is her, being stupid in the brainstem.
He only brought unhappiness to the people around himself, but because he wished to, he wasn't a jinx, he decided to be one.
Blinded a girl, possibly made another get brain damaged by proxy, gave life long trauma to another, and of course, his uncle too.
The uncle should have called for help, this guy needed a shrink.