She said after the marriage, there wasn't a single day she could forget, and wish to do the samething all over, even until now. Something along the line. So it's pretty much the same meaning. And no, I won't remember the reason behind 5,6 year old release . But those chapters have been around for awhile , just recently uploaded here. I never decide to work on anything in order. They just happened to be chapter 1,2 .