The Dangers in My Heart - Vol. 2 Ch. 29 - My Border for "Like"

[Demonaire]

Adachi, please get hit by a truck and go live in an isekai manga

It's sad to know Adachi is garbage, and it's still essential garbage for this manga...

 

[apstorm]

You know, lack of delicacy aside, he raises a surprisingly valid point.
You fap to her cause you "like" her, as in, she's hot.
But once you start LIKING her, that is, considering her interests, her dreams, her feelings...fapping to her just feels wrong, like you're using her. Which is hot in its own right, I guess, but you know what I mean.

Also, gotta love the comments saying "so the MC faps to the FMC huh? Nice". Like we didn't know that already. Even ignoring all the boners she's given him, in Chapter 3 or something he literally goes to the toilet after she touches him, can't remember the details.

I definitely understand this vibe. I had this sort of experience with girls I legitimately liked, and one of them I did actually end up dating and being physical with, where for large stretches of time until we got together, I just... didn't feel 'horny' like I normally would, even though I totally found her attractive, both physically and personality-wise. I tend to take that to mean I'm actually serious about this one, want to respect her.

Of course, the moment I came to her 'rescue' while we were dating by going to her new place to just be with her for support after she had a scare with the sound of a gun going off in the neighborhood and police going door-to-door... well, she made her appreciation known.

Still sad that relationship didn't last more than a couple years (arguably we didn't mentally line up well enough, and I wasn't taking care of my mental health like she was recommending I do while we were together, plus things just weren't going my way that last year in general), but they were still happy years while they lasted.