I have read this 6 years ago and I was so confused at first but then, i turned 20 and everything shifted.
Somehow, this is more realistic than it should be. Some of storylines that feel rushed and harsh are basically main character narratives. To me, this feels like how he remembers things.. it may not be clear by why it happens.. how it ends.. the chaos in between.
But for sure, goodbye is always memorable and painful. Not everything needs a closure.. and thats that. I just hope, to my Haein.. I hope you are happy and thriving. Thank you for being here on my teenage years even if it just for a year.. you bring more happiness than i can imagine and really change me as a person.
Like Seungwoon, I'm thinking of letting you go now too.