the fact that noah, the male lead is the first one to fall in love and I do understand why raeliana is acting distant like that because she's scared that if she falls inlove and noah saw beatrice, he may fall in love and left raeliana with beatrice. that's what she anxious about on her pov but we know that noah wouldn't. but yeah anyone will have a hard tome bearing a heartbreak so it's understandable why raeliana is doing that.