I’m literally crying. I thought my real life is horrid, with my mother being a narcissistic parent and all (this if you’re not aware: https://theawarenesscentre.com/narcissistic-parent/ ; it’s actually a very big issue). My mother and I don’t get along at all, and my father is like a stone brick wall. doesn’t help that they’re divorced since I’ve been 4 I need people to let me show emotion, and that doesn’t happen very often. But at least we ignore each other a lot, and my siblings actually like (?) me. She’s being verbally put down, every damn day. Even right now, if I wasn’t such a coward, I’d be 6 ft under. If I was even a little bit more in her situation, I would have offed myself right away, no matter the physical pain, because I wouldn’t be able to deal with the sense of self-loathing and worthlessness that this situation puts you in. EVERYBODY, PLEASE BE AWARE. The person who smiles the most may also be the one who is hurting beyond belief. I can’t even use the crying emoji right now because it downplays this message. T~T