Watashi no Fushidara

[cheesenoodle]

This is such a well crafted psychological manga, the main character's dip into insanity is so well done. It shows a perfect representation of addiction, if you replace Yuri with a drug you can get a clear image of someone falling into drug addiction.

If you think about the demon as her "dealer" then her time with Yuri as her young self is her "drug". The demon gives her a trial with the "drug". She sees why it's nice but is an adult, and can still function without it. But an unlucky circumstance makes her go back to the demon and ask for her "drug" again. Then she uses it a bit too much and fucks up one part of her life, which then fucks up another and then another whicb makes her even more dependent on her addiction and an inability to return to her previous life.

The ending is where she can't her drug addiction anymore, then "overdoses" by kidnapping and possibly committing murder-suicide.

This is all wrapped in a story with a romance theme, but the theme of addiction is the biggest takeaway here. It's almost heavyhanded with the drug addiction teacher's meeting which I thought was a bit too on the nose, but the rest of it was pretty sleek and well crafted. It makes me wonder if the author had gone through an addiction themselves.

idk if anyone is gonna read all that but dang what a good manga, this would be an excellent movie.

 

[Seraphus]

I feel like somebody just shoved a c*ck intobthe back of my brain, cos that story was a mindfuck.
"Requiem For a Dream" in manga form.

So good.

 

[Airwave2k2]

This was a great read. It is a tragedy after all. Anyhow the story was solid and the decent was in slow motion time more and more picking up speed with every more and more hurdles. To many but hurts rated it down unfortunately.

 

[Naichi]

Someone know any manga like this beside his other works??

 

[dhanamerdeka]

@Naichi you mean..... like recom other manga? or other "Ohmi Takeshi" manga?

 

[Naichi]

@dhanamerdeka Ya recoms similar to this

 

[dhanamerdeka]

@Naichi
For english... no....
No good manga in english for this....
it seems that people don't like to translate this kind of manga i think

 

[REDRED]

Ibitsu (Okada Kazuto) and sundance have a similar vibe and and are by the same author
@Naichi

 

[Naichi]

I cant find sundance @redred

 

[REDRED]

@Naichi sorry typo I meant Sundome
https://mangadex.org/search?author=Okada%20Kazuto

 

[LouisTheLuis]

Bruh reading the comments here talking about this manga as a "great psychological work" or shit like that: did we read the same piece of childish, cliché, and pornographic garbage?

I mean, it sure was fun to read (it's a dumpster fire, but a fun one nonetheless), but I have a hard time believing someone took this seriously. Like, even the themes of the story were absolute crap, as they are so exaggerated they seem to reflect the thought of an edgy horny pre-puberty kid.

The sex was hot though.

 

[Lordikoko]

People who hadn't fell down to the deepest parts of despair will never get what this women is truly going through. My case may not be love sickness, but I know how soul crushing depression is. To a point, I can sympathize with her.

 

[abajurvermelho]

Spoiler

no fap 2021 x_x'

 

[Manofthehour]

HOLY FUK!!!! This has been extremely eye-opening. WTF?!?! I am so stunned and amazed at how well the author has made this. This has convinced me to get my shit together. OH MY GOD. I didn't know what I was doing was basically this. I have literally been living like this woman. I feel ashamed.

 

[redscizor]

I love the psycho corruption's spiral!!!! I need more, where is the sequel T_T