Xu Jin, Girl, you gotta chill out a little and enjoy your youth while it last.. . if you don't allow yourself to form connections and experience the ups and downs of life and relationships, you are only going to have regrets and what ifs left when you're a working adult. I am speaking from my own experience here, you must dare to enjoy life and not lsolate yourself from others.
It's about trusting others, not everyone is trying to control you.
sigh
Well, at least we got one last mention of Wintermelon...yeah, I figured they'd take his death pretty hard, he was there from the beginning.