waa i've read this series so many times, but i think this is one of my favourite chapters. he was so afraid of himself and what he had done to rui when he bit him, i trult feel like if it were anybody else, it would have broken him so deeply if they reject him. but rui truly is willing to accept everything from him, and that i think is extremely crucial in such a vulnerable moment for a vulnerable man, who is baring his heart to his beloved like this