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two of them are elves 🤮

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mfw called an elf because ear pointy

girl who cuddles me like a plushie while i sleep

Does anyone know this anime title? I becomes interested with it.

I have a dentist appointment tomorrow and I'm anxious about it but I just want to get over it already 😩

Row, row, row your boat.
Gently down the stream

monkei see monkei do

7 profile posts in a row. I think you set a record, bro! 🤣 (Take a deep breath!)

I'm scared... Why did you suddenly follow me?

I have not felt this relieved in my life
I have so much I want to say bu I dont have the word fo it and honestly I am not the best storyteller I left out a lot of things like how all of this truly began maybe in the future If I feel like it I will post about it any way thank you truly for reading this
I think I will start to use this to vent from time to time
(7/7)

But with the vocation ending and school starting all the things that I thought let go of came back to me and hit me like a train I couldn't keep it up for longer especially because I understood why I felt this why and needed healthier alternatives than what I was doing before so I talked with mom
After it it felt weird I always was stressed and felt heavy in my chest so stressed that I can hear and feel my heart pump
And I always had a headache in the past I thought they was somthing wrong with my body but it was always stress
(6/7)

I started asking myself why am I like this how did this happen I was so much better then this this summer
I stopped trying to make avery thing work in one big step and started traying to fix one thing at a time without caring how long it took just a month ago I fixed my sleep and I started going out more and finally stopped my very very bad habits even completed my first python program that I was procrastinating on for so many years its simple but it's a start
(5/7)

when a vacation comes I try to forget avery thing and just enjoy my time and maybe better my self but I was never able to truly forget just keeping it deep inside me and just kept scrolling on my phone not sleeping and procrastinating
in the first year of high school I reached my new lowest just didnt study at all didnt sleep and couldn't constraint at all in class like if you asked me what I did today I will tell you I dont know
(4/7)

my self confidence and image plomted compliments started to hurt and I started thinking if I always expect the worst it wouldn't hurt when I dont do good (in school) I turned to my phone (and other vary vary bad habits)to try and fill my head to not think about those things any more but that was only runing away and it impacted me negatively because my grades kept going down and that made me run to my phone more it turned into an addiction
(3/7)

Do you know that feeling of wanting to cry trying to cry but you cant to the degree of believing you forgot how to do it
To tell you honestly I didn't know what was wrong with me like I know what I am doing wrong but dont know why am doing it I just kept declining mentally
I kept comparing my self to others never happy with anything I do and being a perfectionist didnt help I started to forget about what have I achieved and looking only at my worst
(2/7)

I have been reluctant to share this or to not too because I feel that I will regret it but I decide that I will
Today I finally got the courage to talk to my mom about how I was feeling and experiencing for the past 5 or 4 years I never thought that I will ever do it I was ashamed of my self and lost maybe even scared but here I am I couldn't keep ignoring it it just kept growing and hurting more and more
Its hard to convey feelings through words no one teached me how to do it
(1/7)

I am currently in a house party, and every friend of mine, EXCEPT ME, (currently in 9th peg of whiskey) is drunk.
And handling them is the hardest and most annoying part
Like I am scared if I don't look, they will drown in pool.
Idk why I never get high like them and have fun.

NSO stuff keeps coming up on my timeline. Is this a sign

"Tyutcheva: I just never expected that, despite being on the same continent, Mondstadt would be so... warm. It's nothing at all like I imagined."

so that was a fucking lie (stares at the giant fucking ocean between mondstadt and snezhnaya) .... what are we even doing bruh

"To open the relay, the ON pin must be driven to a logic high state. To close the relay, the ON pin must be driven to a logic low state.

Happy birthday 🎂