This reminded me that Eri is older than Fuyuki.
And it would seem they've circled back to Eri being the one who reassures Fuyuki, who comforts her, who holds her hand.
When Fuyuki made her first wish, she almost seemed to become an older sibling; always running to Eri's side, but holding herself back and solving all of Eri's problems - and it makes sense; because that kept her in Eri's life. She was needed, and as long as she was needed, she could lock her feelings away and maintain that friendship.
And Eri affirmed that in her confession of every selfish ask and request, no matter how big or small.
And now with their ghosts around them, Eri has come full circle in taking Fuyuki's hand, like when they were children. Even as things have changed around them - staples of their youth gone, the bright day of childhood given way to the twilight of maturity - she repeats the pledge she made to Fuyuki, with an added reinforcement of what she'd said before:
That they would communicate, so that if things seemed like they headed toward troubled waters, they could figure it out together. No more being alone.
As a penultimate chapter, this felt brief, but it felt brief in the way that coming down from ecstasy can be brief - the sudden heady rush having passed, the quiet that follows all of the turbulent emotions and frantic energy, and you have that clarity that flows through in the wake of it all.
Which makes the hope in Fuyuki's words and the calm resolve in Eri's all the sweeter. "A moment of clarity" is often used when one's doubts or misgivings or realizations of things wrong have come to light - but here, it's simply a continued vow to not hide, to open up and remain connected.
And I think my favorite part was Fuyuki's confession over wishing her love away. Because it was the first instance of her running - from Eri, from her heart, from the risk of trying and failing.
But now, she will have to try, as will Eri, and together go day by day, slowly changing, continuing to grow and learn about themselves and one another. She's finally stopped trying to flee and take the easy--and more painful--way out, and the fact that it's Eri now granting her wish and not some far off point of light, feels correct in that.
Life is what you make of it. No higher body or being can magically turn things right; it takes work, it takes risk, it takes looking that fear in the face and pushing through if even the smallest chance of success exists. And so while it won't be simple....
I do think Fuyuki will have a happy life.
I cannot wait for the end. I am grateful for the journey that this has been, and for the growth I have had as a person along the way. Thank you for your time and effort and love working on this series.