It's like that saying about restaurants without menu prices, if you have to ask, you can't afford it; same thing with humanity, when you have to ask if you still have it, you already don't believe you do. He didn't want his family to see/remember him like that.They should explain why he had to choose death over staying with his family. I'm sure with given enough time the demon army might have reverse engineered him back to at least having normal prosthesis otherwise bit of a weird move leaving his wife and daughter lol.
I would guess with John Doe being dead there was no one to maintain his parts so he would die anyways from machine parts failing. Of course, lich scientist lady could probably figure it out but it ultimately strikes me as simply a character the author didn't want to keep around.They should explain why he had to choose death over staying with his family. I'm sure with given enough time the demon army might have reverse engineered him back to at least having normal prosthesis otherwise bit of a weird move leaving his wife and daughter lol.
This is the explanation I choose to believe, because it fits everything else said in the chapter.My guess is that he wanted to die as he was remembered, not as he was. He died peacefully knowing his family had a future. His family knew him back when he was more human, and all they know is that by death they're now safe. It's not a bad legacy to leave.
I agree with this. It's extremely unlikely that he has been home for his wife and daughter to see him, only receiving money (and maybe letters) in his name from all the war and battle he's been through. He definitely knows that they wouldn't want to see him as he is now, not to mention that he himself likely doesn't consider himself "human" anymore and thus unfit to return to regular life as one.My guess is that he wanted to die as he was remembered, not as he was. He died peacefully knowing his family had a future. His family knew him back when he was more human, and all they know is that by death they're now safe. It's not a bad legacy to leave.
not deserving of life just because he is a cripple? that is rejecting any attempt at acceptance outright.I agree with this. It's extremely unlikely that he has been home for his wife and daughter to see him, only receiving money (and maybe letters) in his name from all the war and battle he's been through. He definitely knows that they wouldn't want to see him as he is now, not to mention that he himself likely doesn't consider himself "human" anymore and thus unfit to return to regular life as one.