I was going through the old posts of mine.....man,,life really did numbers on me, didn't it???
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I've kinda started to hate the NSO fandom, I can't lie....
What's the biggest difference between a crush and love in your eyes??
I HATE MY WEAK CONSTITUTION!!! WHY AM I SO PRONE TO FEVER, HEADACHES AND COLD!!!! IT'S NOT FAIR!!
I feel like I've attached myself to someone else and I feel that my attachment won't be reciprocated, I'm carrying this one sided attachment while they don't even care about my existence!!!! This feels so shitty, I wanna stop it but no matter how much I try I go back to being that attached person.....
I HATE my older cousin!! He acts so holier-than-thou just because he's a little bit older than the other cousins. He feels that he's on a different plane of thinking just because he has a job, he thinks that he won't be able to hang out with us because he thinks on a much more grander scale..made me laugh quite a bit ngl.
I finally went to visit my Grandma and saw her crying....It made sad a lot, I thought she'd be much more prepared for this...but seems like I was wrong...I wanted to see her smile so I started telling her about my misadventures and my tales of my matches where I defeated my opponents who were cheating and I finally saw her smile, it made me feel so good!!! I wanted to console her but I don't know how to....
For you in these trying times:
My grandpa passed away today, he was in coma for 3 months and his suffering ends today.....Love you, Grandpa. You were the greatest role model in my life. I'll miss you a lot.♥️♥️♥️♥️
I have been planning this for a while but I'm making a short film (it is actually a course project)!!!! The script is ready!! The cameras are.... manageable, the dialogues are.... we'll have to see....the actors are me and......my crush.
(The truth is the script was written with them as one of the main characters in the film and I don't know if there is anyone else who can fit in that role. Also the project is kinda my passion project...)
They never found me interesting. They were simply being friends with me out of courtesy. I'm such a stupid person who thought I ever had a chance.....
We played Tennis together at the dead of the night.....with their friends, ofcourse...
I just got to know that everyone in my dorm KNOWS.
Lock the fuck in, stoopid.
GUYS!!! DID I MESS UP??????!! I WAS INDIRECTLY TRYING TO TAKE MY SHOTS AT MY CRUSH FOR THIS LONG AND SOMETHING CRAZY HAPPENED!!
My crush is always with their two other friends...it is almost impossible for them to seperate, the three of them are a package deal!! So whenever I glance towards them I have to look at all three of them!!!
You should check out this website: https://lilithdev.neocities.org/shrine/vg/nso
It's neat! Works best on desktop though
I kinda forgot to tell but I quit basketball!! Better late than never!
I’ve come to the realization that my last few posts have been solely dedicated to my crush and that’s not a good sign!!! They’re starting to become part of my personality, which isn’t healthy!! I’m getting bound by earthly desires, Buddha wouldn’t approve!! I’m going to lay low with my attempts for the next few days. My Ame side has been running rampant lately...... and I need to keep it under control. Time to seek enlightenment!!!!!!!!!!
Hello, chat!! I have news to share with you, my prom went well!! I got to talk to my crush...sorta...well, they reprimanded me for arranging extra classes (What can I even do about it???
) I couldn't really say anything back because I fumbled over my words( they referred to me my name and not class rep, is that a good thing or a bad thing??) but after that they won an award today and I didn't congratulate them because I got too nervous because of the previous fiasco!!
Dear forum,
It's been days since me and my crush talked, we stood next to each other today, they were with their friends and I was with mine, we stood next to each other for 15-20 minutes, we didn't share a single word, I still remember how they used to greet me every time with a casual "Hey, class rep!", I kinda miss that........a lot, actually, what did I do wrong??
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