Bro, like, literally, WHY ? Why not ? I legit don't get it. What is this persistency to try to keep a distance ? Literally nothing is preventing you from going out with her other than her age. Just wife her up already.
I literally had this happen to me like 2 weeks ago. Anxiety attacks are such a scary thing. I love how they visualized it here, because that's legit how it happens. You suddenly crash down and start having chest pain and uncontrollably hperventilate without even realizing. Shit's wild people...