Wow... that hurt, a lot. I can relate a bit to what Kurosawa is feeling, I'm not a genius by any strech of the imagination, but I've always been good at drawing; Lately, I've been wondering if I really do like doing it tho. Sometimes it feels like I only draw because it is the only thing I'm good at, and I get recognition for, like my life is meaningless and empty if don't have a pencil in my hand.