>Like girl
>Work my ass to get good at think girl is good at for three years
>Never ever get good no matter how hard I work at it
>Suddenly girl I like praises me for something I'm good at, but it's completely unrelated to what I've been doing 24/7 for the past few years without anything to show for
>Being praised by something unrelated to what I'm currently doing to get closer to that girl by that girl makes me go full despair since it's both acknowledgment that all my effort of three years was worthless since I never managed to improve and that it was double worthless since I could have gotten close to her from the very beginning but I had no idea that was possible
>Become mindbroken
>???
>Cry
At least that is how I understood it.