another AMA? are you serious?

mandatory popularity poll, just be honest this time

  • tolerable

    Votes: 1 8.3%
  • annoying crybaby

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • bootlicking bitch

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • ignored

    Votes: 1 8.3%
  • shitty "artist"

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • hetslop freak

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • attention seeker

    Votes: 1 8.3%
  • disappointment

    Votes: 3 25.0%
  • fine

    Votes: 6 50.0%

  • Total voters
    12
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also for the love of god don't say anything about the poll choices nobody wants a repeat of the last shitshow
but for those who are curious, the options come from how I see myself
 
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So, how have you been? Hope you've been taking care of yourself.
 
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Man, you really remind me of old me from a few years ago, back when I was in school, I used to try to fit myself between the popular kids because that was the safest way to have a social life without any major consequences. I was quite indecisive and didn't know what was actually best for me, I always looked at the past as if it contained all the romance and glory of my life, a bad habit I still have, I never really liked myself and was never able to validate myself, so I tried to seek validations from others, even the relationships I had were actually fuel by my insecurity of the fact that I'm not lovable, rather than having any actual reason to date the girl, I just dated them to feed my ego that even I can be lovable, well that's the reason I never been in a good relationship before. Ultimately, it all backfired at me, everything quite literally fell apart, until I picked myself back up, and built myself again, I stopped overthinking too much, I actually started taking the steps rather than just imagining those happening, it doesn't work out every time but I'm in much better position now, I'm not that popular anymore but the people around me genuinely like me for who I am, and for you, you don't necessarily need to lose yourself to build yourself back, right?
 
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if your pessimism flipped to a positive mental attitude today and persisted for one year, what do you think would happen?
I don't know, that's outside of my scope :02:
Man, you really remind me of old me from a few years ago, back when I was in school, I used to try to fit myself between the popular kids because that was the safest way to have a social life without any major consequences. I was quite indecisive and didn't know what was actually best for me, I always looked at the past as if it contained all the romance and glory of my life, a bad habit I still have, I never really liked myself and was never able to validate myself, so I tried to seek validations from others, even the relationships I had were actually fuel by my insecurity of the fact that I'm not lovable, rather than having any actual reason to date the girl, I just dated them to feed my ego that even I can be lovable, well that's the reason I never been in a good relationship before. Ultimately, it all backfired at me, everything quite literally fell apart, until I picked myself back up, and built myself again, I stopped overthinking too much, I actually started taking the steps rather than just imagining those happening, it doesn't work out every time but I'm in much better position now, I'm not that popular anymore but the people around me genuinely like me for who I am, and for you, you don't necessarily need to lose yourself to build yourself back, right?
your past is similar but different than my life, but I rather not turn this into yet another vent thread
 

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