i really want to stop reading, this is the best psychological horror i have ever read. i was so mad and disappointed when shigeru died because i thought seiichi was finally gonna get better but of course, it is not an easy path for anyone, especially for what he went through. it breaks my heart to know that this is reality for a lot of people. im impressed that the author could write something so plausible and horrifying. i have to say this is his best work so far, and i hope that when i finally reach the end i can still say the same