Day after day, love turns grey
Like the skin of a dying man.
And night after night, we pretend its all right
But I have grown older and
You have grown colder and
Nothing is very much fun any more.
And I can feel one of my turns coming on.
I feel cold as a razor blade,
Tight as a tourniquet,
Dry as a funeral drum.
Run to the bedroom,
In the suitcase on the left
You'll find my favorite axe.
Don't look so frightened
This is just a passing phase,
One of my bad days.
Would you like to watch T.V.?
Or get between the sheets?
Or contemplate the silent freeway?
Would you like something to eat?
Would you like to learn to fly?
Would'ya?
Would you like to see me try?
Would you like to call the cops?
Do you think it's time I stopped?
Why are you running away?
Honestly, I expected this because throughout the chapter, there's this overall feeling of tension and dread. I don't think Chako has feelings for MC, either, in a romantic sense, but it's possible, but then again the dude did technically sleep with the man's wife so it's double NTR?
Any way, as much as I don't want to her having a sex with him, (for hygiene if nothing else) I can see this going one of two ways:
-The first way is the more straight forward, they have sex, she regrets it and her world starts to fall apart as she tries to get MC to tell her what to do
-The second way is the more interesting in my opinion: have the author slowly show that he's not such an immoral person, but that there's a wall between him and the rest of the world, and this inability to connect with people emotionally is what has lead to his failing marriage, acceptance of his wife's hollowness and her death wish, and his promiscuity. I referenced
The Wall earlier, but I think it would be interesting to show that struggle in his character to try and make himself be able to emotionally connect with anything and anyone to find that sense of meaning, which inevitably fails and causes him frustration and makes him lash out. I think it would be more interesting if Chako's idol was destroyed not through him kinda pulling a Harvey Weinstein by manipulating a star-struck fan, but if it was because he lashed out unintentionally and couldn't control it, which leads to her opinion of him degrading.
Also the fact he looks like Alan Watts makes me sad
@Lugdu So the real world? That's basically the main point of every absurdist novel ever