Seems to me like everyone is throwing their own problems at him not solving his. The teacher was lonely and used him. His friend he is pushed to work for i'm not sure yet. Mom just wants to stop mothering and cleaning etc.
Not sure I should be reading this tbh. It resonates with me a little too much. I used to stand on the guard rail of the bridge by my house watching the traffic below. You can hear a little voice telling you to jump sometimes. Some days it is real hard to ignore.
Unnecessarily sad and depressive. Not that I'm not gonna read it. It does make you feel like shit so if you're a weak minded person like I am I suggest you don't read it.