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I feel like my life got started over. Everything I knew either got reordered and mashed together or got discarded.

That music box. That shed. Everything I'd "cleaned" out of my "shed". I couldn't bring myself to throw away the music box. I took too much comfort in it. It reminded me of childhood. It is a person. A person I've known for years. The last person from before my life was amalgamated.

I will make a mistake, and that remaining emotion I have for that person will suffocate my new beginning. I will lose everything I've worked to recover.



And I can't put the music box down. I'm asking for it at this point.
I've always been selfish. I always used people, until I didn't find them interesting anymore.
Something's wrong with me.
My brain's going so fast.
Have I lost it?

The baby. The baby. The baby will choke on the music box. And my new beginning will die that day.

I want to do what's best for you. Even if it means putting the music box away.

And yet I can't bring myself to do it.
 
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I've always been selfish. I always used people, until I didn't find them interesting anymore.
Something's wrong with me.
My brain's going so fast.
Have I lost it?

The baby. The baby. The baby will choke on the music box. And my new beginning will die that day.

I want to do what's best for you. Even if it means putting the music box away.

And yet I can't bring myself to do it.
She got away with it.
It was my own little karma.
Every bad thing I did.
It was supposed to be my reality check.

And I couldn't help it. I couldn't help but, even after seeing my own methods and suffering to them, I couldn't help but find the music box.

I talk to the box everyday. I could wait for it to start playing.
But I will always have to crank the lever. It will never play for me if I don't force it to.

And the lever winds the box. I listen to the tune. I can't help but want to hear it more and more. Until I'm sick of it.
 
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She got away with it.
It was my own little karma.
Every bad thing I did.
It was supposed to be my reality check.

And I couldn't help it. I couldn't help but, even after seeing my own methods and suffering to them, I couldn't help but find the music box.

I talk to the box everyday. I could wait for it to start playing.
But I will always have to crank the lever. It will never play for me if I don't force it to.

And the lever winds the box. I listen to the tune. I can't help but want to hear it more and more. Until I'm sick of it.
Ha.

Hahaha.

I think something's wrong with me.
I can't stop.

It's all just
Too funny.

I drink the poison.
I wind the box.
I let it overtake me until I "break free" and realize what I'm doing. And I "do the right thing"...

And then I repeat it. And again.
 
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Ha.

Hahaha.

I think something's wrong with me.
I can't stop.

It's all just
Too funny.

I drink the poison.
I wind the box.
I let it overtake me until I "break free" and realize what I'm doing. And I "do the right thing"...

And then I repeat it. And again.
I won't pretend to be a measly old sage with all the answers, nor will i bore you with waffle that everyone has their own 'music box', even myself ૮o.o ა

all i can really say is, the baby is a strong little shit, stronger than you give it credit ૮ .ᆺ. ა
you've already cleaned the shed, a single item isn't going to bring the whole thing down, even if it feels like it will in the moment (っ´ᆺ`)ノ(╥ω╥)

whether the baby chokes on the music box, or if you club the little fucker with it, the baby will arrive all the same ૮ oᆺo ა
 
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Shall I stay?
Would it be, would it be a sin?
If I can't help falling in love with you
Like a river flows
Surely to the sea
Darling, so it goes
Some things, you know, are meant to be
Take my hand
Take my whole life too
For I can't help falling in love with you
For I can't help falling in love with you
 
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Sometimes you just need to watch British man narrating a documentary about nature. I recommend Sir David Attenborough.
Or maybe just watch Top Gear, those old man are great. Oh, I wish to meet them one day even though I dont like cars.
James May is my hero.
 

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