Chihaya's finally starting to see the full picture.
Maybe sitting still for 8 years wasn't all bad. They say growth comes through overcoming hardship, and given the simple, self-centered Chihaya, perhaps the sum total of events from the start of middle school to today were necessary.
I often think about what "could have been" if I had made a single different choice in life. I used to pine for that do-over, but after a couple decades, I've come go realize that I would not be Me, if I could go back and pick a different path. And even as things have been difficult...I've become resilient, and made connections and bonds as a direct result of what I was subjected to, and what I experienced.
And so I sorta see this in Chihaya. The good thing for her, of course, is that she's not quite looking back in that same way. Helps being simple, I guess, and the fact that you tend to have to run forward most of the time.
Hard to look back when you're chasing something, after all.
And with each revelation and reforged connection and link in the bonds with those around her. I believe Chihaya will find herself capable of persevering, as well.
And even if she didn't enjoy the last decade and a half of her life....it laid the groundwork for where she is today.
Eyes finally open, under that big blue sky, with the others at her side, and maybe even a Coke in hand.
Thanks for the TL.