Now, I have to say hoe Shang dilemma is extremely close to me :>
Having to both love my conservative family yet also being gay is friking hard. Its always a choice every day to think like "should I continue being the fake me who probably will never achieve true happiness while make people around me achieve their happiness?"
Idk, S1 ending is scratch my head to content. Hit me too hard, the mother expression, the Shang expression, they convey the same scenario I have currently. If one must through this harshly, I hope atleast this manga end happily, as it may unveil my dream.