Dansei Kyoufushou datta Watashi ga AV Jouyu ni Naru made no Hanashi - Vol. 1 Ch. 1 - Papa

[Hadski]

Just in case some people wonders if it is a "true story"

Spoiler

https://ja.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E9%87%8E%E3%80%85%E5%8E%9F%E3%81%AA%E3%81%9A%E3%81%AA

That is her wiki page and it is stated there that she is no longer active as porn actress

AND BY ALL MEANS DO NOT be a fucking creep since that link provide her twitter account and everything, @Fusecchi will delete the chapter if the author got any english related messages that's disturbing

 

[breizh]

I can't handle depressing stories anymore for some reason, so I'm out.

 

[kucchi-desu]

Fuck

 

[sherrynity]

ONE DEPRESSO A DAY
KEEP YOUR HAPPINESS AWAY

 

[BruhMoment32]

can't wait to feel worse more than i already am

 

[lolipedofin]

I don't mean to sound heartless.... I don't mean to say this just to be edgy and disturbing....

But I can't be the only one who immediately search the "vids" while in the middle of reading the manga, right??

 

[Tearsax]

Whoa that mother, ran away with the boys but left the girl with that dude? another Mother of the Year.

@lolipedofin You searched them in the middle of reading? amateur. I searched them before i reading it xD

 

[lolipedofin]

@Tearsax Had to use VPN which takes a while to load... So while waiting for sukebei search, I read couple of pages. No worries, I'm still as thirsty as anyone else.

 

[MeeruNoIranaiBoku]

I wonder how she sent from this to a full blown porn star. What the fuck.

 

[chusetto]

I'mma kill myself

 

[anuar_kumadesu]

this just to cruel to read and sad as fuck...i know japan make av every year but for actor that has problem from child and become an av actor that is pretty ermmm i need more of her story

 

[LordFifthIsLife]

"based on the author's personal experience"

Well shit we're going in deep. Let's fucking jump into this rabbit hole bois and whoever gets depressed first loses.

Just read the chapter... fuck

 

[chewiie]

Well, there goes my urge to masturbate tonight

 

[Kireato]

Rough.

 

[yonyongon]

Jesus fuck. This is only the first chapter.

 

[Oculunus]

Well, that's depressing.

 

[Kurieito]

Heh. basic

 

[randomname]

really.. based on the authors personal experience...
I do not think it is realistic at all.... A random stranger that asks a kid to touch it openly on the road...
someone says drop dead because you did not do your homework... someone says you are useless because you did not do it...
maybe it is because I grew up in a first world country and japan is just a backwater retarded country
but to me it seems obvious that the author tries too hard to make the whole environment outside the parental abuse hard on the fmc.
or japan really is just one large shithole where stuff like that really happens but it is hard to take this serious if everything is one extra step more fucked up because sexual violence just is not enough to make the manga worth reading

 

[Bobbyyyyy]

@randomname Like hell Japan is. Nobody would want to live in Tokyo if that were the case, yet it has the most populated metropolitan area in the world. Also those voices that told her to "drop dead" and stuff were all in her head. It's quite common that people who have depression/paranoia start to think people are bad talking them behind their backs.

 

[4V29LN0n]

@randomname I see you got a great childhood. And that’s why stuffs in this manga is impossible to happen to anyone. 10/10 logic.