It's not "healing."
It's basic human compassion and empathy.
So... the MC thought process is: "I can't show another human any form of compassion and empathy, or I might not see the lezbianz fucking!"
Honestly, I cant wait for him to be killed; he has chances to be a... basically, a human being; a baseline, barely-normal human being has at least a teeny amount of compassion. We call it having "humanity," because it is that basic to being a human.
One word: "Sorry."
.... and all he does is think "I wanna see duh lezbianz, dur..."
The fuck is wrong with this author?