Dex-chan lover
- Joined
- Dec 22, 2023
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you would think that right? RIGHT? (spoiler: it is, but it's still painful)I can't stand this guy, for real. "Acting like too much of a grown-up," no, this is fixing and owning up to your childish mistake that hurt someone - it's the bare fucking minimum for being an adult.
being very real here: i understand him so much.
Because i've been in similar places as him, i've been in several positions were i could influence somebody's behaviour with my words or my actions and there clearly is a right and wrong choice, and it sucks SO MUCH when the choice that benefits me is the wrong one.
The moral struggle is real and a lot of times i've beat myself up the same as Asai here saying to myself "this is what you get for acting like a grown-up" or "that's what you gain for doing the right thing. f*cking nothing" when i could've just shut up and get what i wanted. The heart is a selfish and uncompromising bitch.
needless to say i never regretted doing the right thing, i know that most of the time is just my dick talking but i'd wish this feelings would stop after reaching 30.