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Re‑called Locks : 1
Fragment Count : MER
Lucidity ( 0–3 ) : 2 | Visual Quality ( 5‑1 ) : 3
Re-call Quality ( 0–3 ) : 1.5 |
Events :
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I walk in a Preserved rꝏm with a sign that explains how ſultan Abdul‑majid the 2ⁿᵈ sleeps , I open a song that turned out to be an advertisement for lingerie , ſhe† changes , I sꜽ : « 馊銚ﾉﾔﾌﾀ Other song , Any‑thing. » , ſhe sꜽs : « I won’t close , I’ll Only adjust the volume. » , ſhe opens a Weird video.
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Dream № : 71
| Sober | | Ethanol Intoxication | X | Intoxication ( Other ) |
Recorded Ambiance sound :Seeds of the Past Bear Today's Fruit by Эван Колл
Mental-locks recorded : Most : Unknown ,
Somnium 1 : get to be with My Grand‑mother
†ſhe is My Grand‑mother
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Re‑called Locks : 3 70
Fragment Count : SEP2/2ⁿᵈ PART MER
Lucidity ( 0–3 ) : 2.5→3 | Visual Quality ( 5‑1 ) : 1
Re-call Quality ( 0–3 ) : X |
Events :
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My mother comes from a port with ſome stuff , I ask where ſhe got that from , ſhe mentions that ſhe got It from the Ruſsian Floating Air base on turkey which is technically Rußian soil becꜷse It’s raised from Rußian dirt , I get in Her car and skip the journey but We arrive at a market to find My relative & My brother there also buying stuff , I am in a camper’s bed in the Grocery cart while My family takes Me around ,
// BREAK BREAK //
I am the Court‑house with the Old man , I sꜽ : « They’re using UYAP to write in Modern times , not that. » , and while waiting time paſses and It becomes even late in night and I think : « This must be 5 AM. »† , while waiting I notice Old man is at the Another corner so I walk to Him and ‘e is with ſome‑one else , I nod along but then suddenly I do Hand‑check and paſs It of initially as normal — I couldn’t paß It through It — but then notice that My fingers fuse or separate into 2 at joints so I sꜽ : « ſo I am in a dream. » , and put Mine hands on the Old man’s shoulders and sꜽ : « It feels ſo real ! I can see Them like Real‑life ! »※ , but They Just lꝏked at Me confused or with Empty eyes , I leꜹe the Old man and go to the Cute clerk at the Opposite side and take Her by mouth and grab by aſs and start walking Out‑side ,
// DUBIOUS LUCIDITY 3‡ //
I search for a place to rape Her so We keep walk , I sink My fingers in Her aß and could feel It , We keep walking through city to under an Auto‑bahn and when We are under the sun in a middle of No‑where I think about doing It behind the Construction site left to Us but refuse It My‑self and then think that I can teleport but I also reject That idea since I never did that and can’t materialize It combined with the fact that I lack Neceßary Control‑levels , I sꜽ to My‑self : « If this isn’t a dream I am fuck up. » , I check Mine hand again and It’s reversed and My Right hand — which is left — hand’s Pointing finger is bent Back‑wards so — with the aßurance of this being a dream — I keep walking with Her but ſhe Dis‑appeared by the time I came to a Run‑down Abandoned building so I thought about materializing Her which resulted in vain , therefore ; I circled and I said to My‑self : « Am I ſtill dreaming ?. » , and do Hand‑check which doesn’t paſs so I close My nose and try to breathe and I could breathe through It , knowing I Am still in a dream I sigh and then quickly lꝏk out of the dꝏr and come back In‑side and think : « What am I going to do ? Masturbate ? » , and try It Very quickly — around 1‒2 seconds — and then Dis‑regard the idea but as I was thinking 2 men came In‑side with 1 being the actor from My Previous dream and Other one hꜹing the sound of a Real‑life Chinese‑american Entertainment‑producer’s Exaggerated Chinese‑accented American‑english , the Latter guy tells Me : « No , You can’t ! You hꜹe to chꝏse what You hꜹe to fuck ! » , then shows Me the wall and adds : « If You were lꝏking closely You’d see ! » , I don’t react but lꝏk closely at the wall and see ſmall names , a terminal opens and one of the — mꜽbe code — names was „ speveskia87dylanova „ — with others being More-or‑leß similar , before I could respond dream ended
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Dream № : 72
| Sober | | Ethanol Intoxication | X | Intoxication ( Other ) |
Recorded Ambiance sound :Seeds of the Past Bear Today's Fruit by Эван Колл
Mental-locks recorded :
Somnium 1 : go to the market with My mom ,
Somnium 2 : be in the Court‑house ,
ſomnium 3 : achieve lucidity.
Note 1 : No ripples observed This time when I became lucid.
† It can’t , ‘twas — probably — 10 PM at worst.
‡Although I knew I was in dream & was in control I lacked Mental capabilities to do Meta‑cognition , in so ; We can sꜽ that not All Lucid‑dreams are created equally. ref. EVALUATION
※I kept thinking about how I see reality and why I can’t see This clearly in Dream world and gꜹe My‑self a soliloquy before sleep about This matter.
EVALUATION
It appears that [ 250 M.-gr. ] cytidine 5'-diphosphocholine & 8 M.-gr. Galantamine Hydro-bromide administration — at 055401PM — has Noticeable Tangible effects rather than ſimply helping , evident by the existence of This dream compared to Previous dreams , therefore ; a Formal analysis & Re‑struction must be taken about : Lucidity levels & how to engage Them.
Math ;
Knowing the Time frames :
\[ \begin{aligned} \text{Let :} \\ D &= \text{Dose administered} = 8 \text{ M.‑gr.} \\ F &= \text{Bio‑ꜹailability ( oral ) — simple} = 1 \\ k_a &= \text{Absorption‑rate constant} = 1.2 \, \text{hrs}^{-1} \\ t_{1/2} &= \text{Half-life of Galantamine Hydro-bromide} = 7.5 \, \text{hrs} \\ k_e &= \text{Elimination‑rate constant} = \frac{\ln 2}{t_{1/2}} = \frac{\ln 2}{7.5} \approx 0.0924 \text{ hrs}^{-1} \\ M &= \text{Body maß} \approx 77 \text{ K.‑gr.} \\ V_d &= \text{Volume of distribution per K.‑gr.} = 3.5 \text{ l./K.‑gr.} \\ V &= V_d \cdot M = 3.5 \cdot 77 = 269.5 \text{ l.} \\ t &= \text{Time since administration ( in hrs )} \\ C(t) &= \text{Plasma concentration at a Given time } t \end{aligned} \] \[ \begin{aligned} C(t) = \frac{F \cdot D \cdot k_a}{V \cdot (k_a - k_e)} \left( e^{-k_e t} - e^{-k_a t} \right) \end{aligned} \] At Lucid‑dream’s start : \[ \begin{aligned} t &= 1.55 \, \text{hr} \\ e^{-k_e t} &= e^{-0.0924 \cdot 1.55} \approx e^{-0.14322} \approx 0.8665 \\ e^{-k_a t} &= e^{-1.2 \cdot 1.55} \approx e^{-1.86} \approx 0.1552 \\ C(\,1.55\,) &= \frac{1 \cdot 8 \cdot 1.2}{269.5 \cdot (\,1.2 - 0.0924\,)} \cdot (\,0.8665 - 0.1552\,) \\ &= \frac{9.6}{269.5 \cdot 1.1076} \cdot 0.7113 \\ &\approx \frac{9.6}{298.2642} \cdot 0.7113 \approx 0.0229 \, \text{M.‑gr./l.} \end{aligned} \] At Lucid‑dream’s end : \[ \begin{aligned} t &= 2.13 \, \text{hrs} \\ e^{-k_e t} &= e^{-0.0924 \cdot 2.13} \approx e^{-0.1968} \approx 0.8215 \\ e^{-k_a t} &= e^{-1.2 \cdot 2.13} \approx e^{-2.556} \approx 0.0777 \\ C(\,2.13\,) &= \frac{1 \cdot 8 \cdot 1.2}{269.5 \cdot (\,1.2 - 0.0924\,)} \cdot (\,0.8215 - 0.0777\,) \\ &= \frac{9.6}{298.2642} \cdot 0.7438 \approx 0.0239 \, \text{M.‑gr./l.} \end{aligned} \] Thus : \[ \begin{array}{|c|c|c|} \hline \text{Time (hrs)} & \text{Clock time} & C(t) \, [\,\text{N.-gr./M.-l.}\,] \\ \hline 0.00 & \text{055401PM}& \text{不明} \\ 1.55 & \text{072701PM} & 22.9 \\ 2.13 & \text{080201PM} & 23.9 \\ \hline \end{array} \] Therefore : \[ \begin{aligned} \text{Given :} \quad & \boxed{ C(t) \geq 0.0225 \, \text{M.-gr./l.} \quad \Rightarrow \quad t \in \left[\,1.3 \, \text{hrs},\; 2.4 \, \text{hrs}\,\right] } \\[1.5ex] \text{\&} \quad & \boxed{ \text{R.E.-m. starts at} \quad t_{\text{R.E.-m.}} = t_{\text{sleep}} + 0.96 \pm 0.3 \, \text{hrs} } \\[2.0ex] \text{Therefore :} \quad & t_{\text{sleep}} + 0.96 \in \left[\,1.3,\; 2.4\,\right] \quad \Rightarrow \quad t_{\text{sleep}} \in \left[\,0.34,\; 1.44\,\right] \, \text{hrs} \\[2.0ex] \text{Hence :} \quad & \boxed{ \text{Sleep 40‒60 mins after ingestion} } \end{aligned} \]
New designations for lucidity ;
Hꜹing 3 Reference points We can designate that :
M = Meta‑cognitive capabilities ( to know Real world exists ) where : M1 is with memories of Real‑world & M2 without ,
C = In‑dream-cognitive capabilities ( kind of like being on benzodiazepines ) ,
F = False lucid ( knowing one is in a dream but not acting like It accompanied by C ) ,
U = Un‑known lucid ( Can’t be categorized directly ) ,
T = Truͤ lucid ( reverse of F ) ,
N = Non‑existent control ,
E = Existent control ,
XRx = Reality testing where ; XRb = Check‑breath , XRh = Check-hand , XRm = Check-mirror , & more as needed ,
ſt = ſtability where S1 = stable and S2 = Non‑stable ,
B = Border‑line lucidity ,
& N = Normal dream ,
whichin :
Rule 1 is : M∩C=∅ & Rule 2 is : F∩U=∅ , F∩T=∅ , & U∩T=∅ ∴ F , T , U ∈ L Mutually exclusive.
