'when i asked if i could keep liking him, i thought it'd be okay if i could just like him. but people's feelings are so fickler and cunning. they just keep getting greedier. so i want to get confirmation and i want an assurance.' this is... depressingly relatable. the next chapter made me cry, & the mangadex comments section isn't the best place to dump my issues, but I've been in yohan's position before.
when you're the only one who gets overly excited to meet your partner you feel like you're the only one who's fallen so deep.