Dang I remember watching grandmas coffin go down, felt sad only cus the others were, I like, felt nothing. The worst part was when my mom came up to me and told me she didnt wake up with tears in her eyes, thats it. I guess Im a shitty person...
Don't be. My grandparents were toxic and horrible people, not able to give any form of love or affection. I saw very bad scenes in my childhood with my mother crying because of them. I'm still getting snappy if I think about it. I wish I didn't know them.
Having lost my grandfather recently and him being just the same as Miyoko's grandfather makes this way sadder than it should be for me
Always value your family and yourselves everyone, life already aint easy and not vakuing it only makes it worse, cherishing and creating small moments do make a difference in the future