I might be stupid, but can't understand wth is going on. Like, does she get NTR pleasure? Pleasure from Kazu's happiness, or both? Just seeing her in bliss into madness doesn't tell me anything, idk. Not to mention how weird how supportive she is, I like how this manga feels like chewing a wet cotton ball, but it's so vague it hurts, still it is a decent read and i'll continue to read it