this chapter somewhat made me think about my first time having sex. Thoughts of "maybe i should have done/approached things a bit carefully." "I think i should have not let my hormones/dick do the thinking, instead consider about what i'm doing/about to do". Sex was fun, and it still is for me, I love the flow, i love seeing the feedback of my partner (e.g. the moans, the goosebumps, the twitches, and how my partner curls her toes.) Still i can't help but think that i seem to have lost something that i can never get back.