This manga makes me feel sick. But I can't stop reading it. It's like morbid curiosity at this point. This can't be good for my mental health.
This guy is repeatedly molested, treated as an object, and denied any agency. Every time he attempts to set a boundary, it's punished in a sincerely horrific manner. His sister is an incestuous child molester who causes and aggrevates his obvious gender/body dysphoria. This is the peak of psychological torture. This child is in the deepest layers of hell. At one point, he is even almost raped, but this is played off as a joke. Maybe even some gesture of affection. The moments during which the author recognises and explicitly mentions the gravity and horror of the situation are refreshing, but quickly dismissed. Am I being trolled?
And now, as a cherry on top, Il-tak is starting to get kind of into it? Is this Stockholm Syndrome or the start of a super gross and disturbing BL? Or both? Everyone who is into him is only portrayed as doing so out of physical attraction, nothing else. Any act of protection is only out of jealousy / the idea that Il-tak is their property and nobody else's.
This is nauseating and genuinely one of the most disturbing stories I've ever read on this website, and I hate it. But I can't stop reading. If this is intentional, well done & you're a monster. If it isn't, fuck you & you're a horrific gross pervert.