High School Boy - Ch. 55 - This can't be happening

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He can still deny it. He's at the age where that thing will get hard for anything. But the sooner he realizes it fr, the sooner he can... not fix this situation like let's be real this dumbass is at best going to accidentally stumble his way through the situation
 
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there's quite a lot of truth to the "mental reinforcement" method. the more you say something, the more you start to believe it. your brain starts associating these thoughts with emotions and rewards dopamine to mental transactions. you can't develop interests or attractions to things you don't think about. if someone jokes about something all the time there's a high likelihood they believe what they're saying in some capacity
 
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Hate to say but red head just lost the war. Lee beat the fight out of him and took his butterfly from him. Now he's gonna get someone else to fight his battle and if the other guy do win red head already know iltak is gone forever. He gonna lose iltak no matter the outcome of Lee and soo do fight it time for red head to step back and reflect on his life without iltak in it 🤔 maybe green head is available for red head maybe not
 
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This manga makes me feel sick. But I can't stop reading it. It's like morbid curiosity at this point. This can't be good for my mental health.

This guy is repeatedly molested, treated as an object, and denied any agency. Every time he attempts to set a boundary, it's punished in a sincerely horrific manner. His sister is an incestuous child molester who causes and aggrevates his obvious gender/body dysphoria. This is the peak of psychological torture. This child is in the deepest layers of hell. At one point, he is even almost raped, but this is played off as a joke. Maybe even some gesture of affection. The moments during which the author recognises and explicitly mentions the gravity and horror of the situation are refreshing, but quickly dismissed. Am I being trolled?

And now, as a cherry on top, Il-tak is starting to get kind of into it? Is this Stockholm Syndrome or the start of a super gross and disturbing BL? Or both? Everyone who is into him is only portrayed as doing so out of physical attraction, nothing else. Any act of protection is only out of jealousy / the idea that Il-tak is their property and nobody else's.

This is nauseating and genuinely one of the most disturbing stories I've ever read on this website, and I hate it. But I can't stop reading. If this is intentional, well done & you're a monster. If it isn't, fuck you & you're a horrific gross pervert.
 
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This manga makes me feel sick. But I can't stop reading it. It's like morbid curiosity at this point. This can't be good for my mental health.

This guy is repeatedly molested, treated as an object, and denied any agency. Every time he attempts to set a boundary, it's punished in a sincerely horrific manner. His sister is an incestuous child molester who causes and aggrevates his obvious gender/body dysphoria. This is the peak of psychological torture. This child is in the deepest layers of hell. At one point, he is even almost raped, but this is played off as a joke. Maybe even some gesture of affection. The moments during which the author recognises and explicitly mentions the gravity and horror of the situation are refreshing, but quickly dismissed. Am I being trolled?

And now, as a cherry on top, Il-tak is starting to get kind of into it? Is this Stockholm Syndrome or the start of a super gross and disturbing BL? Or both? Everyone who is into him is only portrayed as doing so out of physical attraction, nothing else. Any act of protection is only out of jealousy / the idea that Il-tak is their property and nobody else's.

This is nauseating and genuinely one of the most disturbing stories I've ever read on this website, and I hate it. But I can't stop reading. If this is intentional, well done & you're a monster. If it isn't, fuck you & you're a horrific gross pervert.
If you haven’t checked the author’s other works, “Suicide Boy” pretty much had the same traits as this. The main topics about suicide is serious and dark, yes, but they made it somehow more comedic.

There’s BL there, but not really the main focus like this one. The author might’ve had writers block with that, but at least they left it where the mc felt no need to kd himself.

So I think, it’s more intentional.
 
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I just realized this chapter is off if Lee beat red head up in class and then red head go and get soo do to fight Lee while still in school how do they jump to iltak and home getting a hard on thinking about what Lee did to him and then show Lee at home lying on his bed like damn the writer need to fix this cause it not adding up did all this happen before the fight with soo do or after the fight with soo do pledge fix this I'm confused
 

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