So this malevolent god is feeding on John's despair. I'm starting to think that god "revived" him so that it could feast all over again. I hope John could realize that soon.
this probably the cruelest isekai(?) I've read - a young man who is shown his death many times is given the opportunity to "fix" things.... and it amounts to noting.
I hope he gets to kill the gods who set this in place